So Lately I've Been Thinking About You..

Whoa. It's been a long time since I've posted anything. I should probably catch you guys up...

First year in marchng band was...a...BLAST! Cannot WAIT until band camp and next marching season! :) Concert season has been dull :P but it's better than doing absolutely nothing. Track has started, and I'm hoping to improve alot this year so I can get closer to my dream. 2016 Olympic Games, you shall see me there! ^^ I've had a boyfriend, but we're not together anymore lol. It was fun while it lasted though. But I was told some pretty good advice. "When one leaves, two more will show up." :) Also, I've been really into Koreans lately...like seriously. They're so hot...it's like I can't look at American guys the same anymore lol. And Amaryst and I have our obsession with Justin Bieber XD. Did you know one of his locks of hair (that he so foolishly cut -.-) sold for 40,000 dollars? Do you know how many books and iTunes gift cards I could buy with that kind of money? Seriously, I need to go to a concert, get backstage passes, get close enough to him, cut some hair, and then sell it on eBay hahaha.

Our band Disney trip is coming soon. Spring Break baby! Anyways..I can't wait. Very excited :) My cousin says I should ride some rollercoaster at Bush Garden. I gave her the oh-heck-no look. There's no way anyone could get me on one of those things, unless I was getting something out of it. Something BIG and actually worth it. Hahaha :)

Well this has been Cander :D Over and out!

Worst Day Ever...

Today has officially been awful. There's no other way to truely describe it. Usually, when someone's whole week is bad, something good happens and then they feel better. But apparently not for me..

So I'm stuck here, alone, with no one to talk to :/ can't get in touch with friends, the one friend I can get in touch with I'm pretty sure hates me (you're not alone, I hate me too), and then my other friend is moving in 2 months. Why is everyone moving...? Sure, Florence isn't all that great and the people here are kinda bad, but all your friends are here and they want you to stay...

Ugh. Now I'm tearing up. Again..

First Week of School

Haven't posted in awhile :o

Well the first week of school just ended. It wasn't actually that bad. I've done all my homework :D so far jaja (Spanish for haha). Yep, I'm taking Spanish, which is so awesome. Señora Martinez is my teacheer(:she's muy cool. And my class isn't so bad either. I have Grace and Chase in there, so I won't be bored.

All the other classes don't really matter lol. BAND, is what matters(: yesterday was Falcon Night, and Headbanger was AH-MAZING!!! I miss my flute peeps:( and Sunshine was cool jaja. We need to learn more stand tunes, like the Lady Gaga songs all the band peoples were talking about lol.

I AM THE KING(QUEEN) OF SPANISH!!! I figured out how to make all the Spanish characters on the computer(: I feel all accomplished! See? ¿Qué tal? (What's up?)

And now I mush bid you goodnight. Buenas nochés! (goodnight)

Drama..

Many, many things have happened in the past 24 hours. I doubt if I can explain it all. But I will try..

So my best friend was in the hole. The hole of sadness is what I'll call it. He kept saying he needed someone. Someone who knew how he ticked. Someone who he'd love to be there for every second. At the time I didn't quite understand what brought all this on, so I could only say I was sorry and give him a virtual hug. Then he said my name, like he was going to ask me something. Then changed his mind. So after some pestering, he said he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend. Because he needed help, and I was the only one he could come to. Could trust. So of course I'm shocked into silence. Then I tell my best friend about it, because I needed someone to share this with. And I made her cry. I felt awful.

So after talking it out, things were back to normal. Or as close to normal as it would ever be. Then this morning, he finds out I told my friend. So he says that everything he said last night [he said other things besides the 'gf ' thing], he takes it back. So of cousre I get irritated with him. Then I stop talking to him. Later in the afternoon, I decide to talk to him. Into the conversation I found out something that I really wanted to know. The something that changed to him. The guys I used to like, likes me. But now that I think about it, I guess I never really stopped liking him. Oh well. So that was a big shocker, even though I didn't let it seem like I was schocked.

About 30 minutes ago, I cried in the shower. Because I didn't understand why. It's like the world is spinning backwards. My life isn't supposed to be this exciting, drama filled soap opera. It's supposed to be boring. Until the part where I get my track scholarship and go to this big college and possibly get drafted for the Olympics. Other than that; boring. Maybe get married, have kids. But nothing like this. Why me...?

Long Time No See

I haven't been on this in forever! I missed you guys! :[

My birthday was Monday (today is Friday) and I didn't get anything! D: do you know how horrible that is? It's very, very horrible, let me tell you. I'm hoping that at my party I get presents :] because presents would be nice since my FAMILY didn't get me any ^_^

Ugh. Have to read this book Izzy, Willy-Nilly. I REALLY don't wanna read that thing. It's assigned; I hate assigned reading. I can never get into them. Plus, I have 5 other books from the library I've gotta read :3

Drama has continued to happen. Like last night for instance. That was bad. Then some things were said. And because the words were never taken back, and there was no 'sorry', I'm quite irritated. And it's too late now, the damage is done. It's gonna take a whole lot to get me to forgive. Cuz after all the crap I put up with, and you're gonna say that to me? Aw beep no. Caitlin does not easily forgive :P

Well I must go now. Gotta clean up my room before the party people show up. TTFN

Epicness!!

Ok, so on FB I play this game called Happy Pets. You can buy all the animals, feed them, and train them to do tricks. You can also breed them. Well, I had this purple spotted cat named Natsume (a result from an earlier breeding) and a blue cat with darker blue stripes named Mikan. So I bred them and it worked! :D So I waited for three day for their kid to be born and it was born today ^^ When I clicked the grow button...I was amazed!!! THAT CHILD IS EPIC!!!! He's a dark purple, with light blue stripes, but the stripes have spots on them as well!! You should check it out! He's in room 4 if you wanna witness it for yourself :]

Whoa

Whoa...I stayed up til 7 am!!! I'm proud of myself, I beat my own record :D Why was I up so late/early? Because I was reading of course!! I just couldn't put the book down lol. It had werewovles in it, so that's what made it interesting. All the mythical stuff is cool to me :]

:O Hey Soul Sister just came on the radio! *sings along* :D

Well that's all I had to say. This may be the shortest post ever. Oh wells. Bye!